I am basically a creative person. I often catch myself drawing odd
sketches on a piece of paper, or even a whiteboard. I keep good
interest in music, I like to hum and even sing; and yes, I do that in
full view of the public not in some dark cornor or only in a bathroom.
I am quite restless and often wake up in the middle of the night to
read something and to write something, much as this blog I am writing
right now. I compose as I think on something. I think, I like to think
on various topics not because they interest me, but because I am
restless. I make admission of that. I do not know what that might
amount to mean. I have brains working hard and in overdrive. I think
of arguments and the ways to resolve them. I think of their resolution
as I begin to polish my areas of logic in the grey matter. I think of
art and also of logics. I also write small computer programmes often
times at night. So , that's how my brain works. Logics, flowchart and
algorithms of an event circle my thoughts on almost every topic. I
think of history and that's what I love to read. history builds the
flowchart and algorithm of event we see today in its fragmented form.
I don't like to see in isolation. I like to think in Integration. I
evaluate and deliver verdicts. I like to compare. I reject things
being different from each other. I think philosophy connects them all.
I think there is brahma, a cosmic theory that connects all matters to
each other, a theory of everything. I like to read stephen hawkings. I
like to read daniel coleman. Like tom friedman, like bart kosko. I
read them all. I read Wikipedia and the encyclopedia and Encarta and
the brittanicas.
I don't like to live life in a specific cast. I carve out new shapes
and the new outcomes. I act to react. I act basically because I am
creative. I react because I don't appear to live in a cast. I am not
reactive , I am creative. People are reactive , who live in a specific
cast. Who give responses to a specific query of logic in a specific
way. I create, so new answer come out. But since they don't match the
responses of the predetermined cast, its me who appears to be
reacting. I am cool and peaceful. I have patience to teach and to
tolerate. People appreciate my teaching instincts and my skills. I
understand a learner's pain and dilemma and innovate ways to resolve
them. I like to help and spread the light of knowledge which I have
earned by my personal effort with hard work. I am a man. A man who
theorises everything he sees or believes, I am not dumb to just accept
what I am given to accept. I agree and I strongly disagree. I reject
and I also make amends.
I am a thinker . I am not a plain listener or an agreer. I am a
leader not a follower. I formulate results , just don't accept them. I
can dare to reject things right from it's origin thought. I arrive at
answer on my own and like to tally it with that of the world. I belong
to this world because my answers match those of other thinking men
around. I am not any ordinary man living life a with street smart
philosophy. I am a long time striker. I am not virtuous , I am logical
, who derives the logic of actions which people call the virtues. So I
appear to be virtuous. I have new unheard answers and explanations ,
and in plenty. I am not moral, but ethical. I see ethics as the
product of laws of nature. I live between plants and animals to know
the laws of nature. I know nature is cruel and that human emotions
defy cruelty and demand love. I know emotions are natural too and
humans and mammals have this unique gift. I know only mammals suckle
their young one and mothers do it out of love due to nature's call.
Fathers look after children out of nature's call . Emotions are gifts
to higher species of animal life. So I respect emotions . I carry them
in plenty and in variety.
I am sensitive, as I wake up early in the morning when temperatures
change, and then I like to take a stroll. I go back to sleep when
temperatures turn back in little warmer around noon. I sleep small and
frequent. I don't sleep hard and long. I am virtually always awake. I
don't get disturbed by sounds and discomfort. I can accept discomfort
for some durations. I sleep like a labourer , small, in-gaps work
sleep. I take a morning stroll almost everyday. I like to sit in
toilet and talk to mirrors. I am apparently an absentee and skiving
from work. But in my believes I work really hard and really honest. I
often expose the rights and wrongs in what people often just do up. I
think of my work and train myself on it. I am therefore explosive and
not easy to meet with. I am confined and don't like to disturb people.
But I am a nonsense to authorities because I often refuse to just live
it up. I settle and unsettle the authority of a person. Therefore they
like me and most of them dislike me, I am very very sensitive to issue
of personal freedom and therefore highly democratic . I demand and I
grant. I am Political. I am not among those who fear the consequences
of excessive freedom of untrained uncivilized human. I believe in
civilizations and know that it comes from training up people. But the
mass training doesn't happen by exercising control but by
demonstrating out how to do it. I know of methods for mass recruitment
and training. I don't select a few. I select all. And carve out the
rare wise ones who can lead further up by demonstrating. I touch the
heart as I touch their dilemma. I read their minds.
Am I a liberal democrat?
